Advanced statistics suck real bad. I still cant figure out what the hell is Baye's theorem trying to show after 2 weeks' of effort. sigh.
HY that lucky girl is going to HK for dont know 1 week ++, yet again. How i wish i can just book tickets today and fly away next week. I miss HK, and all the foooooood. Just thinking about me being stuck in SG makes me a little depress. I think the effing internship, all the juggling between studies, work and DB has taken its toll on me, that i'm longing for a break.
Reading daily newspapers makes me upset too. I've been saying to some of my friends that i wont be able to find job next year given the current economy. The truth is, i am really scared. I guess thats the yikes of being 21 already. I have to be responsible for my future from now on. Everyone knows its a different world out there. I experienced 1/100000000000th of it, during my internship. And trust me, it almost drove me into depression if not for my family, yueru, weiren and my close friends. The thought of me falling into such predicament in time to come makes me want to cry. Between no job for months, and a nasty job, i have no idea which do i prefer.
Reading what sy posted on her blog makes me indulge in reminiscence. Those happy old days. I almost forgot that i loved studying back in those days, when she was my favourite sitting partner. Notice the word loved, not love. I guess the environment really makes a huge difference. I love that school, my batch, my classmates more than any of the school i go/went to. Some nights i still dream that i'm back to ctss again, and i always wake up feeling quite disappointed. Thats how much i love that feeling.
I'm going to print out sy's post and put it in my diary because it touched my heart :)
I'm thinking if i should change my blog to wordpress. or livejournal. but i dont wanna lose my old post!!
And lastly, i like this picture alot! Makes people happy, dont you think so?
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