I guess the whole world has prolly finished their exams by now, all except me and my course mates.

It feels so excruciatingly painful to wake up everyday just to study till my brain feels heavy and loaded and back to bed, only to wake up and face those books again. And knowing that i've been repeating this whole routine for the past 5 months makes me wanna salute myself.

So the thought that my pain will officially end NEXT FRIDAY makes me damn thrilled. But the same thought that there will be 3 heavy papers back to back next week makes me doubt if i can pull through all 3 days without bursting my brain.


After the freak advance statistics paper which so many people cant help but cried after that, i feel damn panic before sitting for every paper, even though i know full well that i am prepared. Because u just dont know what you will see when u flip over the exam paper. In the case of advanced statistics, the correlation between the questions and the content in the textbook is ZILCH!! Meaning, whatever is in the txtbook isnt reflected in the questions at all. I was so prepared for that module that i can even write out the textbook. So imagine how stunned i am.


My course mates suggested that all of us write in to UOL and request for a resit because it just isnt fair to us that UOL suddenly changed the examiner, thus the exam style. Aiya but what are the odds that they will comply.


Even though i feel so sorry for myself, it really makes me feel alot better to know that my friends out there knows what i'm going through. The encouragement they gave meant a hell lot to me.

Like the handwritten postcard SY mailed to me. I hvn seen her for half a year already!!

Like the SMSes Alicia, Mel, Weiyin, Sharon and meitong sent, to tell me they will be waiting for me to go back to training.

Like the email coach sent, wishing me best of luck

Like how yueru always sent me good luck messages on day before my papers, cuz she knows i needed it haha.


Wr came over one of the days last week to cook lunch for me. Even though i'm greedy and am a glutton, i'm super sick of eating the food at the coffeeshops near my house. Sometimes i'll just go without proper lunch and survived with just biscuits and bread. So wr came over to cook "udon" noodles for me. It was meant to be japanese udon noodles but he bought wrongly, he bought the korean one instead.










And its so yummy :)

I broke my own record by eating the bittergourd, only after he threatens never to cook for me again if i dont eat it up. -.-