I always thought being trapped in an office half the size of a classroom, alone, without anyone to talk to, without anything to do was bad enough. Last year at this point of time, i was being trapped in sembawang, and it feels as hellish as being in Azkaban.
I always thought that this year's exam period was a good exercise for my willpower, because i practically have to exert my willpower to force myself to sleep at 4am and wake up at 9am to study for subjects that makes no sense to me.
I always thought DragonBoat has made me a stronger girl. Long hours of trainings under the merciless sun or menacing cold rain, backaches, sunburnt and all these, i believed, has strengthened my endurance level to a greater height.
Until i start my internship, which for once makes me feels like a whiner, a loser and a quitter. How i wish i never apply to this company in the 1st place. All my premonition about mean boss and no welfare are not exactly true, only ten times worse. Other interns told me that once one of them had to take an hours' off urgent leave and she was being reprimanded. Goodness.
What have i gotten myself into this time man?
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