6th June is prolly one of the more significant days in this year, with me ending my long and torturous exams on this day, with chellie coming back from down under on this day as well as csy getting back her results on this day. hahaha i'm crapping i know. I just want this day to be as significant as possible, and i have a bad feeling that when the day finally arrives, i'm going to explode all over with euphoria and have a mild heart attack.


Maybe after 6 June i will be so lost, that i will go straight home after exams and pick up PBF study guide and read. [YEAH RIGHT]


After exams there will be a whirlwind of events happening, mainly trainings at kallang. Everyone i know is planning this and that after exams, but i cant! I don't have free time to just laze around at home, watch dramas all day and night, read a good story book when tired of watching tv, go for a long jog and sleep very early like 10am! Sadly speaking i dont have time for myself =(
If only the STUPID INTERNSHIP doesnt start so early. Hate it man. I bet with all my money in my account that the company is going to be those stingy, unwelcoming type, where the bosses will force us to work OT until wee hours, since we are only paid a miserable $550 per month. And i dare not imagine what will be the people's reaction if i say i want a day off. Think they will scream at me and pull out my hair.


So all in all, actually there's nothing much to look forward to, except that i dont need drag myself to study anymore.


Let's picture this scenario: If i dont have internship... ...

- I can attend ALL trainings, hence i wont fear that coach will take me out from the boat on race day.

- I can be the happiest person on earth just being at home. For further details, scroll up please.

- I can go SHOPPING and EAT until i burst with my beloved girlfriends.

- I can go chelle's house as and when i like, force her to impart her baking skills to me.

- I can (of course) spend quality time with the bf.

- I can get myself an even tone sun-kissed skin.

- I can finally get my ass up and learn driving.

- I can resume my Jap course again!!


Now, now, because of the internship, i cant fulfill any of those above!! I'm starting to regret why did i even bother signing up for the stupid programme in the 1st place. All for resume?? Sigh.