This will be a boring post as i will be grumbling and whining 90% of the time. I was feeling very normal when i was mugging but upon returning from tuition, my spirit went down under.

Yea so the legandary exams is finally around the corner. 12 more days to be exact. It seems alot but i have yet to start my stats2. My defination of start is to know whats inside the notes, NOT the start of revision. Meaning i'm looking at the notes for the first time in my life! I feel depress even by typing that out. I shall leave out how prepared i am for econs, in case i got so upset that i pull my hair out.


I'm soo soo tired and sleepy, despite the fact that i sleep at least 6 hours everyday. I'm seriously beginning to worry that i might have sleeping disorder afterall.


I have never dread an exam so badly before okay!!! WHat i went through during A's was basically shit but what i'm going through now is FIVE TIMES the shit. SO it's a BIGGER shit. I have no idea where did that immense pressure come from, prolly because i know i might fail. ANd this is the first time that i thought i might fail in a big exam. yes FAIL. Not the usual not do well. I cannot afford to "dabao" you know. I will get screwed by my conscience, since my parents are the one paying for most of my fees now.



Did i ever mention my exams are 100% weightage? Meaning no projects, no attendance, no little test to help pull my marks. Make that SIX TIMES the shit, a even bigger shit.



It certainly doesn't help that my primary 5 tuition kid is pissing me off. Her exams are coming too and since she failed all her subjects in CA (like WHAT THE??), im put under stress, yet again. Hence, i'm currently like 1cm close to scream at her, which of course is so unlike of me.


I'm also going on a hiatus so the next time something appears in this space will be half a month later. Hopefully i am able to bring good news. TATA